I just wanted to say that I am so sorry for your loss. Even though this is our banking website, it's as good a place as any to reach out to another human being.
You and your son look very happy in your picture, though you must have some very dark days. I'm guessing by the fact that you took the time to write to USAA to say thank you, that you are a warm and spirited person, and probably have a strong support circle. I hope your friends and family continue to be there for you, and to build you and your son up when you cannot do it alone. Most of all, I hope you find sparks of sunshine in every day that help you with your grief, and allow you to remember your husband with fewer tears and more smiles.
Wishing you strength and peace,
CM