@Bech89283 Your post has been moved to the Moderator's Only area as it is in violation of our Moderation Guidlines. I encourage you to reach out to the Veterans Help line, and to check out some of the resources they provide. Veterans Crisis Line The Veterans Crisis Line connects Veterans and Service members in crisis and their families and friends with qualified, caring VA responders through a confidential toll-free hotline, online chat, or text. Dial 988 and Press 1, 24/7. Chat online. Text to 838255.